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LENTEN REFLECTION
By Fr. Abbot Thomas
“Mind
your own business”
In my
message for the New Year Calendar I mentioned how much noise we have in our
world, in our private lives. There are just a lot of high decibels going
into our ears every day.
But on
one Sunday, after a talk on noise pollution, a man came up to me and said,
“I can quiet the noise around me, and outside of me, it’s the inner noise I
can’t seem to control. You know, all the buzzing and chatter of my mind.”
With that he went right to the heart of the REAL problem today. The buzzing
of our brain is really at the heart of our anxieties, depressions, nervous
breakdowns, tension, and high blood pressure. And who knows how much of
that inner, mental madness spills over into headaches, backaches, heart
problems and hundreds of other physical ills.
There
is an interesting book that talks about this noisy and often out of control
mind chatter. It is: The Power of Now, by Eckhart Tolle (New World
Library). He says: “You have probably come across ‘mad’ people in the street
incessantly talking or muttering to themselves. Well, that’s not much
different from what you and all other ‘normal’ people do, except that you
don’t do it out loud. It is not uncommon for the voice (inner voice) to be a
person’s own worst enemy. Many people live with a tormentor in their head
that continuously attacks and punishes them and drains them of vital
energy. It is the cause of untold misery and unhappiness, as well as of
disease.” (pp. 14-15)
“Your mind is an instrument, a tool. It is there to be used for
a specific task, and when the task is completed, you lay it down. As it is,
I would say about 80 to 90 percent of most people’s thinking is not only
repetitive and useless, but because of its dysfunctional and often negative
nature, much of it is also harmful.” (p. 18) What can we do about this?
1)
Make a Lenten Resolution. Set aside 30 minutes for quiet, reading, and
meditating the FIRST THING you do when you get up. Ten minutes for reading
the Scriptures for the Mass of the day. Read slowly and with total
attention. Then take 20 minutes sitting comfortably and quietly breathing
in and out on the two syllables of the word JE-SUS. Distractions will
certainly come, quietly put them aside and come back to the word JE-SUS. Or
JE-SUS MER-CY. Just think of the word only, no images, and keep repeating
them in sync with your breathing.
2)
During the day try to live totally in the NOW of where you are and what you
are doing. Be really present to the NOW of the moment, in mind, body and
soul. Be aware of what you are thinking and don’t let you mind wander with
regret over the past mistakes or sins, don’t let it worry about future
problems or events, or start floating into fantasies. If there is a pretty
heavy thought or temptation that comes just say: “O Lord, come my
assistance. O God, make haste to help me.” Or use the word Jesus, or
Jesus-Mercy to come back to the NOW, the present moment.
May
these forty days of grace bring you closer to Jesus Christ and His Mother
Mary. As the old and famous song goes: “Just a closer walk with thee.”

Artist Gary Gurwell stands before his window in the basement chapel. The
design is based on a theme of Redemption of the world
coming from the Cross. The swirls of light flowing outward
symbolize the Resurrection and the Life it brings to all Creation.
(The black and white photo does not do it justice. Please excuse us,
or come and see it in person!)
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ABBEY NEWS
December was a quiet month at the retreat center, as usual by design.
Advent is such a busy season that we do not try to organize retreats until
the new year arrives. Among other seasonal activity, the priests of the
abbey spend much of Advent visiting local parishes to hear confessions. We
did have a number of individual guests in December, and January brought a
return of several groups. Among these was a retreat for church musicians
sponsored by the South Dakota chapter of the American Guild of Organists.
These musicians ended their retreat with a concert in the abbey church on
January 26. Other January groups included a large AA weekend retreat, the
Montevideo Ministerial Association, and the Central Baptist Church.
For the last few years, the monks have been holding our own annual retreat
in early January. This year our retreat master was Fr. Mark Gruber from St.
Vincent’s Archabbey, Latrobe, Pennsylvania. Fr. Mark is a
professor of anthropology in the Archabbey’s College, and has published a
book and articles in various periodicals. His conferences to the community
integrated biblical and family-related topics in a scholarly yet spiritual
way. It was enjoyable to meet a monk from my own (sub-fifty!) age group,
and encouraging to hear that St. Vincent’s Archabbey has a fair number of
younger members.
Our remodeling projects written about in past issues are still coming
along. The new greenhouse is in use, but Br. Chris is still adding more
lighting and equipment for hydroponics. Hydroponics is the science of
growing plants in water instead of soil. Br. Chris is investigating it as a
way to grow vegetables during our long Dakota winters.
The renovated basement chapel received its finishing touch with a stained
glass window designed by artist Gary Gurwell. Gary lives in Rapid City and
this was the first church window he has designed professionally.
The work of cataloguing and preserving the Indian Center’s historic photos,
which was featured in last summer’s issue, has also continued. Outside
assistance came to us from Mr. John Hirschman of the EROS Center near Sioux
Falls. The Earth Resources Observation Systems (EROS) Data Center is a data
management, systems development, and research field center for the U.S.
Geological Survey's National Mapping Division. The U.S. Geological Survey
is a bureau of the U.S. Department of the Interior. They assisted us as
part of their local outreach effort to preserve resources of historical
value in this region. Our collection of over 30,000 photographs,
especially the 200 glass plate negatives, was considered a unique resource
with educational importance. We saw the impressive results of this digital
image transfer recently, when they displayed a poster-sized print from a
photo taken in 1890. The photo of an American Indian on horseback was
beautifully clear even at large magnification.
The addition
of a door in the middle of the first floor corridor effectively turned a
section of the monks’ wing into an infirmary area. Br. Paul and
maintenance man Howard did the remodeling work that gives some much-needed
privacy to the monastic wing, also creating a semi-cloistered infirmary
where guests can enter to visit. Br. Rene has been our infirmarian for
years, but the advancing age of the community will require a part-time nurse
to assist him in the near future. The younger members of the community also
take turns assisting Br. Rene or filling in when he is away.
At
the moment, three community members use either wheelchairs or electric carts
to get around the building. This year will require some remodeling of the
rooms in the newly-created infirmary area as we accommodate aging members of
the community. Monks are only sent to nursing homes if it is not possible
to give them the care they need at the abbey. We expect the financial
demands of caring for our elderly to keep increasing in the coming years.
This may be a good time to remind our benefactors how important their
support is to Blue Cloud Abbey, as we meet this commitment to our oldest
members. -Fr. Matthew
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