A monk's life takes dedication, sense of humor

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

A person chooses monastic life for one reason - and many reasons.

The sole reason is to serve God.

The many reasons can be as individual as the people themselves.

"Sometimes it's hard to explain," said Abbot Peter Eberle, who heads a monastery in Oregon. "I've tried to explain it to myself a lot. Candidates who come looking for a life in a community of like-minded men ... are attracted to a life of common prayer, a common sharing of work, a common sharing of ideals."

The men - and women - who enter monasteries are attracted to the community aspect of that life, said Sister Mary Forman. She teaches monastic studies at St. John's University School of Theology in Collegeville, Minn.

They want the company of others on their spiritual search.

"If you're going to be a diocesan priest, you have to live alone," Forman said. "In a community, you live with brothers who are on a search for God together. That's an attraction."

It attracted Brother Sebastian Goldade, an Aberdeen native who grew up in a family with 11 boys and five girls.

"There's not much change going from a large family to a larger family," he said.

Comparing the life of a diocesan priest to that of a monk is like comparing apples and oranges, said Abbot Thomas Hillenbrand of Blue Cloud Abbey.

"God calls them to that way of life, and it's an independent life where they're pretty much on their own," Hillenbrand said of diocesan priests. "They have their own car, they have their own finances, and that kind of thing."

A monk doesn't own a car, Hillenbrand said. He doesn't have a private bank account. Money brought in through parish work or from retreats goes back to the community.

"It's a tough vocation," the abbot said of diocesan priesthood. "Some of the best men I've ever run into as far as spiritual values and spiritual virtue I've found in the diocesan priests."

As with any vocation, commitment to community life can waver. Every morning a monk awakens and must recommit himself to monastic life, Brother Chris Wesely said.

Raised in Vermillion, Brother James Hanson, 73, first came to Blue Cloud Abbey in 1953. Over the years, Hanson struggled with his vocation. At one point, he left the abbey for 12 years, traveling around the country and picking up jobs in a copper mine or as a truck driver. He returned in 1972.

"You have to be serious about religious life," he said.

But at the same time, a sense of humor is essential.

"In most monasteries, there is a certain lightness, of humor," Eberle said. "Every monastery has stories and great characters that become legendary, that are a great source of humor and story telling."

Blue Cloud Abbey's Web page - www.bluecloud.org - tells some of those stories in the obituaries of departed monks.

Brother Michael Peterson tells a story about the late Father Paul McHarness, whose legendary crankiness generally amused his fellow monks.

Peterson was wheeling a cart piled with his possessions into the monastery when he encountered the priest-monk, then in his late 70s.

"Father Paul comes out of the rec room in his underwear," Peterson said. "He looks at me, I look at him, and he says, 'What the hell are you doing here?' I said, 'I'm coming to live here, Father.' He says, 'Be careful.' "

Community life offers emotional, financial and spiritual support, Father Matthew Kowalski said.

"It's definitely challenging," he said.

"Not every person is capable of it. There's a little bit of stress that goes along with living with a lot of people, normal human stress."

 

 

First new monk in 11 years brings hope for order's future

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

Several years ago, Brother Michael Peterson was attending St. John's University as a monk in temporary vows.

His junior master said to him, "Well, Brother Michael, you are a big romantic. Either you'll make a hell of a husband or a hell of a monk."

Peterson's choice is the latter. He made his final profession of vows on Sept. 3, the first monk to do so at Blue Cloud Abbey in 11 years.

The 34-year-old Peterson entered monastic life in 1997. Many men who enter monasteries have received their educations and spent time at careers, said Brother Paul-Vincent Niebauer, vocations director at St. John's Abbey in Collegeville, Minn. When they decide to join community life in their 20s and 30s, they have a firm purpose in mind.

"What they're looking for is truly what you want them to be looking for: the mercy of God and the fellowship of the community," Niebauer said.

Ideal candidates have trade school or college educations, have lived on their own and know what it's like to pay bills, have a good social sense, sense of self, and have fallen in love at least once, Niebauer said.

Peterson fits all those categories.

He grew up in Morris, Minn. He was raised in the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America. His spiritual journey took him to the Assemblies of God before he became a Roman Catholic.

After graduating from the University of Minnesota at Morris, Peterson served as minister of music in several Twin Cities Lutheran churches. He sang in some professional choirs and in the choir for the Minnesota Opera Company.

He had already given his life to God, Peterson said. When he was 26, God led him to the abbey. He had visited it 10 years before and had returned several times in the intervening 10 years.

"I just kind of liked it and enjoyed the fellowship of the monks, and I always thought I'd do something kind of crazy with my life anyway, out of the ordinary," Peterson said. "It just seemed like a good match."

After a two-week stay, Peterson returned to the Twin Cities, gave up his apartment and packed up his things.

The eight years since then have gone smoothly, Peterson said. Initially, celibacy was the most difficult expectation.

"That's gotten where it's not a problem, probably because I'm happy and I feel like I'm supposed to be where I'm supposed to be," Peterson said.

It also was an adjustment to spend time with people three to five decades older. He missed the energy and camaraderie that came from spending time with his own generation, he said.

"I think it's a healthy tension," he said. "The old are always trying to keep things the same, the young are always changing and, you know, none of those two really have the truth. They have the truth when they combine. It's very, very good for monasteries to have all the generations - at peace and at war with each other."

Peterson doesn't know why more young people drawn to religious life don't make a final commitment. What monasteries must do, said Niebauer, the vocations director, is get the word out to eligible young men, not just locally but nationally. St. John's Abbey has a "halfway decent advertising budget" and belongs to a vocation placement service in Florida. He estimates his office receives one inquiry a day about St. John's Abbey, although not all come from feasible candidates.

"Suffice it to say many of the applications are not in the target group," Niebauer said. "Some may be from young men that are in high school and simply asking questions, and that's great. Some are from men who are incarcerated, and some are not even Catholic and didn't realize you have to be."

Peterson does not think he will lead a poorer life because he has chosen not to marry.

"Marriage is a wonderful thing, and romance is a very wonderful thing, but I don't think as a monk that means you don't live a life full of love," he said.

Peterson's father, who died about the time he entered the monastery, supported his decision. His mother, who also was raised a Lutheran, converted to Catholicism about the same time her son did. They reached the decision separately, he said.

A grandmother had her heart set on him becoming a Lutheran pastor - "the pinnacle of Scandinavian Lutheran, better than the president of the United States," Peterson said. They battled over the issue initially but later silently agreed not to talk about it. Peterson's decision also was difficult for his sister, who had left the ELCA for an Assembly of God church.

"One of the big things for her was not having a sister-in-law, and I was pretty impatient with her, I just said, 'Get over it. I'm doing God's will,' " he said.

He now better understands his sister's struggles.

"She's my only sibling and (now) she's fine with it, but I'm sure she still misses (not having a sister-in-law), and I have to understand that," Peterson said.

Peterson said he's very much a member of the "Star Wars" generation. He likes the "Lord of the Rings" movies, Patrick O'Brien books and musicians as diverse as Jimi Hendrix and Gustav Mahler.

Peterson's living area contains a trunk an ancestor brought over from Norway and a creaky wooden chair once owned by a grandfather. In addition, he has some of the flutes he makes and a tambourine.


 

 


Father Christopher Uehlein celebrates the Liturgy of the Eucharist during a community Mass at Blue Cloud Abbey in Marvin. (Jason McKibben - Argus Leader)
 

 

 

Paul Friedman

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

Brother Paul Friedman lived in seven states and 12 towns before his family settled in Aberdeen.

He was a student at Aberdeen's Central High School when he gradually became aware he had a vocation to monastic life.

A classmate talked to Friedman about Blue Cloud Abbey. They both entered the monastery, but Friedman's friend left after his novitiate, although he eventually became a diocesan priest.

"I tell him, 'God used you to drop me off,' " Friedman said.

Now 62, Friedman entered monastic life shortly before Vatican 2 loosened many of the restrictions facing those in religious life. He appreciates the changes but thinks he would have remained in monastic life even if it were more severe.

"I came here aware that they had no vacation," Friedman said. "Now one group of us goes to the Black Hills for a week, then the other group goes. I'm grateful that the change came."

Friedman, who returned to the abbey in 1989 after 20 years at the Benedictines' mission in Coban, Guatemala, works in maintenance at Blue Cloud Abbey, keeping the building in shape. During his work hours, his usual uniform is well-worn jeans and a comfortable T-shirt.

In past years, he also has been the abbey beekeeper. This summer, with no bees to tend, Friedman has focused his energy on the abbey's campgrounds.

It's one of the places where the monks of Blue Cloud Abbey can offer spiritual guidance and hospitality, Friedman said.
 

Guy Gau

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

Life in a monastery doesn't mean detachment from the world, Father Guy Gau believes.

"I think we're very much a part of the world in which we live," Gau said.

He has worked at the indian missions in the Dakotas and in Guatemala and was chaplain at Flandreau Indian School.

For a number of years Gau supervised ministry with divorced, separated and widowed people.

The Benedictine monks who served on the Indian missions were familiar to Gau, who was raised near Wagner. His father worked for the monks at Marty.

"I felt drawn to a community life," said Gau, 71. "A single life out in the middle of nowhere is not one I feel an attraction to. I much prefer people around me."

Abbot Thomas Hillenbrand

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

According to St. Benedict, founder of the prayer communities that bear his name, the abbot of a monastery is responsible not only for his soul but the souls of every monk in his care.

As that statement is read to Abbot Thomas Hillenbrand, head of Blue Cloud Abbey for almost 12 years, he winces a bit.

"I think St. Benedict in that particular quote was being a little bit too hard on the abbot," Hillenbrand said. "I will have to answer if I tried to run a good monastery, but as far as the salvation of each individual monk, I can only answer for myself. Each individual monk has to answer for himself."

Hillenbrand, a native of indiana, has been answering that question himself since he was 14. That year he followed in the footsteps of an older brother and entered a seminary.

"Year after year, the vocation sort of grew on me," he said. "My relationship with God, it just felt better and better as the years went on."

Hillenbrand decided to join a monastic community because he didn't think he would be comfortable in the life of a diocesan priest. A member of a gregarious family, he wanted to pursue his vocation in the company of others.

Monastic life serves as a spiritual support group, the abbot says. He often describes a monastery as being "Sinners Anonymous," where the monks talk each other out of sin and into living a virtuous life.

He spent four years of high school and two years of college at the seminary. He then came to Blue Cloud Abbey in 1959.

Hillenbrand's only sister is a Benedictine nun; the brother who entered Blue Cloud before him died in 1978 at the abbey's mission in Coban, Guatemala.

His day isn't spent entirely in his office. In the afternoon, Hillenbrand often is found in the carpentry shop. He has taken over the making of coffins from a monk who died.

Hillenbrand seeks out those who come to Blue Cloud Abbey, making sure they feel comfortable both physically and spiritually.

A good monastery welcomes everyone who walks through its door, whether they've come for a day or a lifetime, Hillenbrand said.

"The monastery has to be a healthy, holy and, hopefully, happy environment for the people who want to join or the people who simply want to come and make a retreat here," he said.
 

Wilfred Lambertz

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

At one time, Urbank, Minn., the home town of Father Wilfred Lambertz, was 100 percent Catholic.

And as he was growing up, Lambertz' parents often spoke of the wonderful life of a priest.

But after high school. Lambertz entered the Marine Corps and served in China, where he nearly got married.

Enlisting wasn't a bad decision, he said, because when he returned to civilian life, the "wonderful G.I. bill" put him through college.

His parents had lost their farm and moved to St. Paul. It was a priest in that metropolitan parish who told the young Lambertz about Blue Cloud Abbey.

"I came here at 26," Lambertz said. "I was considered a delayed vocation. I found this life as exciting as the Marine Corps and at least as fulfilling."

Young people may consider his life boring, Lambertz said. He finds it anything but.

Lambertz, who made his profession of vows 50 years ago last Wednesday, is parish priest for the Catholic church in Big Stone City and chaplain for the hospital in Milbank.

It's good to have life experience before entering a monastery, he said.

"If they come in when they're young, they've whizzed through adolescence without facing who they are,"Lambertz said.

George Lyon

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

When Father George Lyon made his final profession of vows 54 years ago, he thought he would live in a monastery for the rest of his life.

"Right away, after my ordination, I was asked to go to the missions," he said. "I learned you were no less a monk if in obedience you're doing what the community wishes you to do. I've loved both places."

Even when Lyon lived at one of the four missions established by the Benedictine monks from St. Meinrad Abbey, he experienced community life, he said. Usually at least two monks were assigned to a mission; more often it was three or four.

At the missions the monks were known as "black Benedictines" because of the black habits they wore.

A Kentucky native, Lyon felt he had a vocation to the priesthood even before he entered elementary school. He asked a nun once if she thought he was intelligent enough to become a priest.

"She pondered it for a minute, then said, 'Yes, I think you can make it,' " Lyon said.

Lyon has a younger brother who is a diocesan priest in Louisville, Ky.

Benedictine monks face the same struggles as everyone else, Lyon said.

"We're human beings, not angels. We realize as monks we're going to submit our lives to the kingdom of God," he said.

Stanislaus "Stan" Maudlin

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

"You'll always have a job, and you'll love every minute of it."

With those words ringing in his ears, Father Stanislaus "Stan" Maudlin embarked upon religious life when he was 12 years old.

Now 87, an age when most people have retired, Maudlin continues his work with the American Indian Culture Research Center at Blue Cloud Abbey and travels frequently back to the Indian reservations.

Concerned about the suicide rate among Native American young people, he is working to start healing ceremonies with holy men.

Maudlin, who bought the land for Blue Cloud Abbey in 1949, would never have come to South Dakota if it hadn't been for World War II.

In 1937 St. Meinrad sent him to school in Rome to obtain two degrees. His education was cut short when the war broke out. He returned to Indiana in April, too late to attend college there, so the abbot sent him to the Dakotas.

"Thanks be to God," Maudlin said. "What would they have done with me if I'd gotten the degrees. I would have missed these glorious years out here."

Chris Nicolaes

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

The monks at Blue Cloud Abbey don't try to change Chris Nicolaes.

"They let me be who I am," he said. "I appreciate that a lot."

What Nicolaes is, is a deeply religious man who never has made a lengthy commitment to any religious house.

Instead, he been a rolling stone, letting no moss grow during his travels.

Nicolaes, 64, is a native of the Netherlands who now is an Australian citizen. He studied theology for years but didn't want to be ordained.

Instead, he has visited different communities, spending five years in a Trappist monastery. Currently he is on a return visit to Blue Cloud Abbey as a claustral oblate, someone who follows the rules without taking vows.

"They will let me be who I am and pursue what I want," Nicolaes said. "There are not too many hoops here."

Denis Quinkert

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

When Father Denis Quinkert first heard he was going to South Dakota, he felt a sense of adventure.

A native of southern Indiana, he had heard tales of the great snows that blanketed this state. That, he was told, was why Our Lady of the Snows had been chosen as Blue Cloud Abbey's patroness.

But since he arrived on July 31, his first task was far removed from blizzard conditions.

"It was cutting hay," he said. "It was very enjoyable. I found myself putting up hay for the next eight years. It was very fulfilling."

His roles changed over the years. Quinkert served as the third abbot for Blue Cloud, filling that position for five years.

Quinkert, 68, who made his profession of vows in 1956, was ordained 20 years later. Today, his duties at Blue Cloud Abbey include that of novice master.

As he teaches newcomers to monastic life, Quinkert helps them to understand that talking about what's being given up is negative but talking about the commitment being made is positive.

"It the same with marriage," he said. "You can say, 'I gave this up to be married.'"

Crispin Rork

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

On Oct. 1, Brother Crispin Rork will complete his year as a novice and take his first vows.

If all goes as he hopes, in three years the 42-year-old Rork will become a permanent member of the Blue Cloud Abbey.

He's a brother-monk now, but he hopes the Blue Cloud community will send him on for the seminary education that will conclude with his ordination as a priest.

"It's what I want," Rork said. "But it's up to the community."

Rork lived in Topeka, Kan., for 10 years where he managed a fast-food restaurant. When he turned 40, he began to seriously pursue his vocation to religious life.

"I found this place on the Internet," Rork said. "I came up here and I fell in love with it."

The lack of people his own age used to bother Rork but not any longer.

"We'll get more younger and middle-aged men here," he said. "Plus (the older monks) don't act as old."

Rork, the youngest of eight children, once viewed entering a monastery as giving up things. It's true he's learned to live more simply. His room is furnished with a stereo, a laptop computer and an antique clock given to him by his mother.

But beyond material things, Rork values what he's gained in the past 11 months.

"You get so much, and I'm still learning," he said.

Benet Tvedten

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

At a high school reunion earlier this summer, Brother Benet Tvedten's classmates went around the room to update the others on what they'd been doing in the last 50 years.

The person sitting next to Tvedten said, "I'm a Catholic, and this is why I have 11 children."

Going next, Tvedten said, "I am also a Catholic and that is why I have no children."

In a world where people often find it difficult to make a permanent commitment, Tvedten sometimes amazes people he meets casually.

"I met a young guy, and he couldn't believe I have lived 40 years in one place," he said.

Tvedten, a native of North Dakota, has written a book about monastic life, "The View from a Monastery." In it he says, "the essence of monasticism is living the day-by-day routine - the seeking of God in what is ordinary."

Tvedten, 68, attended St. John's University in Collegeville, Minn., which is run by Benedictine monks.

"I fell in love with Benedictines as soon as I met them," he said. "I like the fact that people live together and pray together."

While Blue Cloud Abbey has brother-monks and priest-monks, it is a class-less monastery as Benedict wanted. Benedict, the founder of this order, was not a priest, Tvedten said.

At Blue Cloud Abbey, Tvedten serves as oblate director. Oblates are lay people who try to practice the principles of The Rule of Benedict in their own lives.

There are times Tvedten he has wanted to leave the monastery and contemplative life.

"But I have no regrets for having stayed," he said.
 

Christopher Uehlein

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

Songs Father Christopher Uehlein has written are being performed in churches as far away as China, Africa and Latin America.

His pieces have been published by companies such as Augsburg Fortress, and the American Guild of Organists named him one of the most important figures in organ history since the middle ages.

His musical gifts led him to leave Blue Cloud Abbey for three years in the 1980s.

He didn't leave monastic life, however. What he did was study music composition at DePaul University in Chicago and at the University of Illinois at Urbana.

"The fact that they let me go to school to study composition was gratifying," Uehlein said.

Blue Cloud Abbey always has been willing to nurture the creative gifts of its monks, he said.

Several monks have traveled to New Mexico to study sculpting and other arts.

Uehlein, who will celebrate his 73rd birthday in October, got off to an inauspicious start in religious life. He was a student at St. Meinrad Abbey's minor seminary in Indiana when a displeased professor kicked him out. The pleadings of four others couldn't change the edict.

Uehlein considered entering the military but decided a straighter road to the priesthood was a better option. He had met a monk who knew some of the men at Blue Cloud Abbey. Uehlein contacted the monastery by sending a picture frame with a Native American design.

One of the monks responded to the gift with an invitation to join the monastery, and Uehlein made the trip to South Dakota.

"It's like going from one's family to another family," Uehlein said.

The hospitality of Blue Cloud Abbey is the greatest gift the monks can offer to the region, Uehlein said. He estimates that more Protestants take advantage of the retreat center than Roman Catholics do.

Those who spent time with the monks learn they have the same foibles and faults as anyone else, Uehlein said.

"We're very human," he said.

For a sound recording of a 13th century Provencal carol with Uehlein on the piano and Brother Michael Peterson singing, taped at Blue Cloud Abbey, see penguin.ewu.edu/~trolfe/Baritone/3_Kings.html.
 

Chris Wesely

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

Brother Chris Wesely first sensed he had a calling to religious life when he was 7.

But as a young man, the time wasn't right. So Wesely worked for the U.S. Postal Service until he was 35, when he entered Blue Cloud Abbey.

One of three sons raised in Abilene, Kan., Wesely has a younger brother who entered the priesthood. They both attended St. Meinrad Abbey in Indiana.

His older brother is married with two children.

It wasn't love at first sight when Wesely, now 51, arrived at Blue Cloud Abbey.

"I don't like the winters," said Wesely, who wears his brown hair pulled back in a ponytail. "But the rural setting was appealing.

The abbey covers 1,500 acres, with 400 of them tillable. Wesely was in charge of the farm grounds until they were rented out. Now he runs the greenhouse and large abbey garden and maintains the cars.

Deciding to enter religious life is a personal thing. The important thing, Wesely said, is to let the Holy Spirit work within.

"Discernment can be a lifelong process," he said. "You rely more and more on the Holy Spirit and less on yourself."

Blue Cloud Abbey is his home, Wesely said, but with his 81-year-old father in poor health, he feels himself being pulled back to Kansas.

"That's the only thing that could draw me away," he said.
 

 

 

A change in mission

Jill Callison
Argus Leader

published: 9/12/2004

After decades of outreach, activities center at monastery

ARVIN - From dawn to dusk, Blue Cloud Abbey's bell marks the passage of time, wrapping it in 15-minute parcels.

The bell also summons the monks to prayer four times a day, bringing them together from sleep or work or private Scripture reading.

Inside the abbey, Indiana sandstone walls muffle the bell's tolling. Outside, it peals across the monastery cemetery and over farm fields dotting Whetstone Valley.

The ringing marks the passage of time in this prayer community where residents base their lifestyles on the writings of a sixth-century monk while dealing with the blandishments of a modern world.

The two dozen cloistered Benedictine monks at Blue Cloud have always had God and prayer as a primary focus. But prompted by the declining number of monks that live within its walls, and their age, the abbey has had to narrow even further its religious outreach in recent years.

Once a community of 80, whose members worked in Native American schools and missions as well as in Roman Catholic parishes throughout North and South Dakota, the monks today generally work within the abbey walls.

They continue to staff a mission in Coban, Guatemala, and assist at two area parishes, but otherwise, they offer hospitality and spiritual guidance through a retreat center at the abbey, open to clergy and laypeople. The abbey also has become a haven for recovering alcoholics taking part in 12-step programs.

"We try to be generous with what we have," said Father George Lyon.

Nationally, the number of monks today is "significantly smaller than in past years," said Abbot Peter Eberle of Mount Angel Monastery in Oregon. He is the leader of the Benedictine communities with which Blue Cloud is affiliated. "Most monasteries are top-heavy, with lots more older than younger members."

And the monks' numbers have dwindled at a faster pace than even diocesan priests.

Catholics see the shortage of priests in their parishes, said Brother Paul-Vincent Niebauer, vocations director at St. John's Abbey in Collegeville, Minn. They don't see the empty rooms at monasteries.

"It's hard to choose a lifestyle you don't know exists," Niebauer said. "The burden is on us to help people understand the life we live."

St. John's Abbey in the early 1960s housed more than 400 monks. Now, that number has dropped to fewer than 200.

Still, there are signs of resurgence. Despite the sexual-abuse scandal that has rocked the Roman Catholic Church in recent years, St. John's University has seen an increase in enrollment. As vocations director, Niebauer also sees a greater interest in community life than he did several years ago.

Blue Cloud Abbey also has some hope for its future.

Brother Michael Peterson, 34, has been accepted as a permanent member of Blue Cloud Abbey. His final profession of vows on Friday was the first at the abbey in 11 years.

Brother Crispin Rork, 42, now a novice, will make his first profession of vows in October, beginning the three-year path to final vows.

"We pray and trust God will send us new recruits," Lyon said. "If more people knew the beauty of this life and the satisfaction one can find in this life, we wouldn't be low in membership."

Missionaries

Benedictine monks came to Dakota Territory in the 1870s to work with native people. The monks opened missions and schools on four reservations.

St. Meinrad Abbey in Indiana supplied the first missionary monks to North and South Dakota. In the late 1940s, the abbey decided to establish a new community in the area and bought 2,000 acres of land in northeast South Dakota.

Most monasteries have clearly distinguished identities, said Sister Mary Forman, who teaches monastic studies at St. John's University School of Theology. For Blue Cloud, that identity first came in mission work and schools.

Benedict, founder of a prayer community 1,500 years ago, wrote the guidelines by which the monks live, The Rule of St. Benedict. Simply put, it instructs its followers to pray, work and study.

Benedictine monks take vows of obedience, stability and conversion of life.

"Your first obedience is always to God, and that's why a person joins a monastery," Abbot Thomas Hillenbrand said. An abbot serves as a monastery's superior, somewhat like a business' chief executive officer.

"Then you have to become obedient to the superior and then to the novice master and then ... even to one another."

The vow of stability roots the monk in his community.

"This really becomes your home, and these monks become your brothers, which is really kind of nice," said Hillenbrand, who has guided Blue Cloud Abbey for almost 12 years.

"You know they care for you and love you and support you, and also that they will probably correct you or get on your nerves at times, and you'll get on their nerves, just like a family."

The third vow, conversion of life, is, as Hillenbrand said, "the biggie." Every morning, the brothers vow to become a better monk, a better Christian, a better Catholic.

"Each day you try to let go of any of those things that might pull you back, any particular sin or any particular vice or evil inclination or passion," Hillenbrand said.

Later religious orders adopted the vows of poverty, chastity and obedience. The first two are covered in the Benedictine vows, the abbot said. Poverty is part of their life since they share everything in common. Chastity falls under conversion of life.

Seeking God

Men come to the abbey not to escape the world or marriage, Hillenbrand said. They come to deepen their prayer life and relationship with God.

He acknowledges that a cloistered life is unfathomable to many.

"Without the reality of God, this life would be kind of stupid," Hillenbrand said.

The most important contributions monastics can make to today's world is to critique the culture and offer a way of life that says "having is not more important than being," said Forman, the St. John's professor.

"Monastics aren't the only ones addressing those questions, but I think we've gotten practice over the centuries with trying to live with those kind of questions and a particular God focus," she said.

At Blue Cloud Abbey, the monks also keep the abbey going. That includes the upkeep of the building itself, which was built by the monks. For income, the abbey relies on donations from supporters. Neighbors rent the tillable land and pastures. Those who use the retreat center give donations.

Most monks have more than one responsibility, anything from baking bread to mending the habits to gardening. Brother Chris Wesely oversees the greenhouse and the fleet of cars, while Father Christopher Uehlein works in the development office. Brother Rene Wilson is in charge of the infirmary and the kitchen.

But when the prayer bell rings, the monks stop what they're doing and head to the choir stalls in the church sanctuary where services are held.

Discarding their casual clothing for black habits crossed with leather belts, with sandals or tennis shoes on their feet, the monks recite the psalms at a slow, measured pace. For Eucharistic services, priest-monks don white albs while brother-monks remain in black habits.

The priest-monks, who have been ordained, can say Mass and administer sacraments. "Otherwise we do the same kind of work in the monastery," Brother Benet Tvedten said. "Priests and brothers both wash dishes."

Over the years, the guidelines set out in The Rule of St. Benedict have been changed. The monks no longer sleep with a lantern burning all night, nor do they wash the feet of visitors.

But prayer remains the primary focus of their day, which generally begins at 6:45 a.m. with lauds, or morning prayer. Breakfast follows, eaten in silence.

After breakfast they scatter to their assigned tasks.

The monks gather again at 11:30 for Eucharist with day prayer. Vespers, or evening prayer, is 5 p.m. with vigils, or night prayer, at 7:30. The evening meal divides the two; usually the monks eat in silence while one reads aloud from a book.

On Sundays, Eucharist and noon prayer are separated. There is no night prayer on Thursdays. That gives the monks a chance to gather in recreation, Tvedten said.

Tvedten, 68, made his first profession of vows in 1960 and took final vows three years later.

"I went to school with Benedictines at college and fell in love with the Benedictines as soon as I met them," the North Dakota native said. "There are times when I thought I wanted to leave the monastery, to leave contemplative live, but I have no regrets for having stayed."

Brother Sebastian Goldade, 62, first entered a seminary in Nebraska when he was 14, shortly after his mother's death.

"People say I missed something, and maybe I did," Goldade said. "Maybe if I missed it, that was a good thing."

For anything they might have missed, the monks at Blue Cloud Abbey say they have gained more by following their vocation.

"We're very much a part of the world," Tvedten said.

That world takes them away from the monastery, sometimes for long stays at the mission in Guatemala or to advance their education.

Being a part of the world also means that on Nov. 2, the monks will drive to the polling place in nearby Marvin, Peterson said.

Work among the people

Monks such as Father Stan Maudlin, who worked in Native American ministries for years, have forged lifelong relationships with reservation families.

Maudlin, an Indiana native, first came to South Dakota in 1935 and was ordained in 1942.

"I'm so grateful I lived with the Indian people," said Maudlin, now 87, with a lung condition that sometimes requires him to use an oxygen tank. "They were victims of racism, but they would take me into their hearts."

In recognition of his travels through Indian Country, Fort Thompson residents gave him the name "Tikdisni," which means "Never at Home."

Fifty-five years ago, Maudlin's travels took him beyond the reservations to the rolling fields near Marvin, about 35 miles northeast of Watertown. He'd been told to find a place for an abbey.

The monks lived in a farmhouse while they built the three-level abbey. The first chapel was a renovated chicken coop. The first years sometimes proved difficult, Father Julius Armbruster said.

"One of the brothers who was here (at the start) came back and said, 'You know, we must have been fools to start this place,' " said Armbruster, who celebrated the 60th anniversary of his ordination earlier this year.

Father Odilo Burkhardt, now 86, helped build the abbey. From the beginning it stressed hospitality, he said.

"St. Benedict, who wrote our Rule, said there should always be someone at the door to welcome the people who come," he said. "Monasteries have always been a place where people come to. The idea is for people to be refreshed by talking to the monks."

Touched by scandal

The sexual-abuse scandals that have rocked the Roman Catholic Church in recent years have brushed the abbey. One monk who admitted to abusing young boys at a North Dakota day school more than a decade ago was removed from the abbey to a secure retreat center. The elderly monk has since asked to come back to the abbey, but Hillenbrand has said no.

"You do all you can as a community to heal the victims," said Hillenbrand, who has written letters of apology. Allowing the offender's return would be hurtful to those who were harmed, he said.

As the monks look to the future, some new ministries may take shape.

Brother Paul Friedman, who spent 20 years at the abbey's mission in Coban, said he expects Hispanic ministry to expand at the abbey as the state becomes home to more Spanish-speaking residents. "We have a loose, informal contact with Hispanics now," he said.

Blue Cloud Abbey became independent from St. Meinrad in 1954. In the half-century since, the monks have carved their own independent focus.

Their daily operation is independent from the bishop of the

Sioux Falls diocese as well, except in matters of liturgy. But years ago, the late Bishop Lambert Hoch did exert his authority in a different area.

After staying several nights at the abbey, listening to the bell toll every 15 minutes, Hoch ordered them silenced in the night hours.